Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Ugly

Not sure what is going on with me lately...

I just feel

Defeated

It comes and goes, but when it's here, it's tough to not become totally discouraged

I let myself down daily, and that's not a feeling I like

I know I am human, I know I will make mistakes

That's not what gets me

It's the feeling that I am failing myself in some way

And failing myself leads me to fail Drew

Which is unacceptable in my book

I am so glad the weather is getting better

Maybe it will help improve this funk that seems to keep visiting me

4 comments:

ALI said...

Hugs! Don't beat yourself up because we all have bad days... On these days try looking back over the past year on all you have accomplished.

You have a lot to be proud of, and that goes beyond your perfect & adorable little boy.

Stefenie said...

{{{{HUG}}}}

Krista said...

Awwww. Hope you're feeling better today. I feel like this sometimes, too. I think we, meaning women, can be so hard on ourselves. We've got to figure out how to not do that. Life's too short. If I can help, let me know, even if it's just to listen.

Angie said...

Just want you to know I've been feeling the same way lately...

I don't have any uplifting words but just wanted to let you know you aren't alone :)